We were all prepared for our little princess not to make it through the night, but she's a little fighter. We are so blessed to have her for a sixth day, but are tormented by the selfishness. We know her place is at home with our Heavenly Father and her big brother JoJo. We are taking turns sleeping and cradling her in our loving arms.
I'm pretty sure if we cut ourselves, we'd bleed, but it wouldn't hurt. This anguish is so all-consuming. No words can describe it, we can only pray for relief. The second guesses abound. Are the decisions Sarah and Joey are making the right ones? For every question, there are only more questions, no answers you can equate to right or wrong. It is agonizing. I know most of this is our lack of understanding of the plan God has for Sophia and our family, and that answer must suffice.
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Dear Family~ Hope this is coming out ok, I am bawling. You all are AMAZING! Sophia is so lucky, she has known her mommies love. She has also felt the love from all of you. We have all felt the love you all have for her through this blog. Thank you April, I know it must be difficult. We love you all very much~ Miranda
ReplyDelete*~HAPPY 6th DAY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA GRACE HARRIS~*
ReplyDeleteApril (My favorite sis-in-law),
ReplyDeleteI just want to say thank you so much for your updates. Not only for taking the time to post them but for being so heart-wrenchingly honest in them. There are no words to express the sorrow everyone is feeling, just try and embrace the joy of having Princess Sophia for the time that God has allowed. We continue to pray and please know that you are all in our thoughts every minute.
My heart is breaking for you all..there are no words than can fix this..nothing to make it better, but know your loved and and on my mind every minute of this agonizing journey..Love Tasha
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